Saturday, October 17, 2009


My Grandma is the STRONGEST person i know she been thru soo much in her 55 years of life, In 2006 my grandma was diagnosed with cancer and was told she only had 6 months, BUT she fought it for 2 YEARS 8;=] and we lost her in March 2008. Never once did she complain or question God, She kept a smile a on her face thru all the pain. I always think about how she ALWAYS got the same color pink [Fushia] on her nails and wore the same color lipstick lol how she always made sure we got what we wanted and how happy she'd be when i'd stay over her house how special i felt when she called me " Boo Boo" LOL, I feel like apart of me left with her. This was the first death experience for me and i honestly didnt think i'd EVER smile again without her i mean i could i'd never get to see her again. I notice how angry i get when i hear ppl talk about there Grandma's or when i see ppl disrepecting the Grandmothers cuz i dnt have mine and i feel that if you have yours you shud cherish Her cuz idont have mine i'd give anything to have a last conversation wit my grandma, Life is hard without her, I still feel like i NEED her here but i know i have to let go BUT i'll never forget this wonderful strong woman

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